Kamis, 20 Mei 2010

try sleeping with a broken heart

Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me
And even in the bottom of the sea
I can still hear inside my head
Telling me, touch me, feel me
And all the time you were telling me lies

So tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart
Well you can try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown, you make my body feel heaven-bound
Why don't you hold me, need me, I thought you told me
You'd never leave me

Looking in the sky I can see your face
And i knew right where I'd fit in
Take me, make me
You know that I'll always be in love with you
Right til the end

So tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could have told you right from the start
It's bout fall apart
So rather than hold onto a broken dream
Or just hold onto love
And I could find a way to make it
Don't hold on too tight
I'll make it without you tonight

So tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Find a way

Mencari cara tuk jalani semua ini or ... mencari jalan lain?

Rabu, 12 Mei 2010

Many

Banyak sekali yang harus hy bayar tuk semua ini

Kmarin sahabat - sekaligus saudara hy ngeluh dengan Profesi hy di tempat kerja Baru... hy ga punya waktu lagi buat mereka ... dulu hy bisa hangout, kumpul diskusi, ngobrol-ngobrol, makan bareng mereka. Sekarang boro-boro.

Hari minggu besok doi mau nikah dan doi pengen semua temen hadir dan ikut Besanan. hu hu hu ... maafin hy ron. i'll be there for u ... Ya Allah kali ini hy ga minta ridho mu tapi hy mohon minta diwujudkan keinginan hy ini.

Ntah berapa lama semua ini hrus dilewatin semoga aja ada tempat yang lebih baik ... tanpa harus seperti ini.

Maafin hy ya temen-temen semua ... Rona dkk,Budi, Ida dkk, Daru dkk, nana dkk dan semuanya ...

Kamis, 06 Mei 2010

jam 7 pagi dah standby pulang jam 10-an malam...kemarin dipanggil n review-nya katanya ... kesimpulannya kerja keras ku kurang. ... n hal seprti itu sudah diberitahu oleh mantan Manager IT disni ...katanya penilaian kerja disini ga jelas makanya doi mendingn cabut.tadinya aku ga percaya ternyata ...sekarang terbukti menimpa diriku huhuhu... no matter u hard to try bagi mereka is USELesssssss ga guna... sial banget gw bela-belain jam 7 pagi dah standby jam 10 malem baru pulang masih dibilang kurang ... padahal aplikasi yang dibikin gw dah dipake ma user. SOOO ...apalagih sih yang mau mereka??? bukankah keberhasilan IT itu diukur dari kepuasan orang yang make aplikasi yang kita bikin??? bener ga buuu??? ...percuma juga kalo bikin aplikasi hebat tapi user ga bisa make.

Rabu, 05 Mei 2010

May 5

Dah ga kerasa dah bulan May di BonaVista ... alhamdulillah so far walau tertatih masih bisa saya jalanin... cuman kangen ma temen yang laen masih tetep ganggu. Belum bisa saya atasin.

thanks to Diko, Agus, Raga, Harri, indah dan pa Gianto yang selalu berusaha nemenin saya disini ... love u all.

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